When the blending started, I had more amnesia than we were used to. That lasted at least a week. It's not lonely, and I don't feel alone. It's quiet, but the quiet is subtle and soft. Pronouns slip from singular to plural and back again without any intention. We think, I want, we did, I am...And I feels like a round thing. This is the best way I can explain how it feels right now. It doesn’t feel like anyone’s missing, but rather like we are closer than we’ve ever been- there but without boundaries. I am far too familiar with this disorder to think this is a permanent state, but if it were, I'd be okay with it.

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