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I'm so bad at everything I once tried to give up... AND I ALSO FAILED 💀

I really missed doing these mixes, I never stopped having ideas and making some drafts, I was just SO insecure and my mental health left me devastated emotionally so many times... idk where to start.

Originally, the idea was kind of a throwback with less of me speaking and more references to past songs/projects. But as I was trying to make this concept cohesive, my head got worse and worse every time I had no choice but to look for help. Therapy really changed my vision on so many things, one of those being THIS. ENTIRE. MIX. 😩

I could spend hours talking about how I've been doing, but instead, I chose to finish this thing and let it explain it for me in a metaphorical way (or smth like that).

I really want to thank everyone who has ever supported me, both personally and virtually. Those little things meant more than you imagine and are very much the reason why I decided to comeback, willing to actually release more content periodically from now on.

Chapters:
00:00 - DISCLAIMER
00:56 - FIRST STAGE: unorigins - "let me go"
03:49 - STAGE 2: denial - "i HATE you so much"
06:37 - STAGE 3: guilt - "(IN)destructible"
08:14 - STAGE 4: bargain - "so, so SHY"
10:44 - STAGE 5: anger - "i'll bring him DOWN"
12:15 - STAGE 6: depression - "leave me ALONE"
13:55 - STAGE 7: madness - "you should REALLY runaway"
16:30 - Stage 8: Realization - "Say Goodbye"
18:20 - Stage 9: Hope - "Everything I Need"
20:10 - Final Stage: Acceptance - "You Are Me"
23:56 - Outro

TRACKLIST
- In Order of Appearance (Spotify Playlist): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7ng...
- In Alphabetical Order: in the pinned comment ;)

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