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Stream Big Melancholy & BTD SPECTRE 'Rather Be Dead'
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Lyrics:

i look in head I need an answer always fight the feeling
I need some space I smoke this weed
surpass these thoughts appealing
this death I think about myself while peeling
skin from bones wont get the phone not headed home
these h*** so prone for love alone
I rest with my piece no peace these demons in my head still screaming
sucka want my time but im left on read everytime so f*** your feelings
always in my head know im better off dead with these meds in head im spinning need bread these b****** want love f*** em leave em on read
with these words in head outta bed I
write with the lead of my pen no lead in my head though rather be dead
better things high off a dose to wreck manifest my luck though living a mess
f*** it dead alive i will own the night darkness in my sight heaven not arrived god in spite of life
quiet now forever leading nothing always bluffing f*** it wanna die
Yeah yeah
F*** it wanna die
I don’t why I try
I can’t feel anything other than this pain inside my mind
Wanna give up and quit
I can’t stand my pride
When I’m down on my luck

Wanna just go and hide
When the voices in my head just won’t be quiet
I been feeling like s*** it ain’t no need to try and lie like

Aye aye
Do you remember on that day
When I looked you in the face
Told you I ain’t feel the same
And then I turned and walked away?
Yeah yeah
You ain’t know what you should say
I was feeling really brave
Started playing in my grave
And suffocating from the weight
I ain’t have no one to catch me when I started falling all the way from grace
I’m ashamed
Of the games
Like f***

Maybe I’ll give just it up
Throw it all away for a little bit fun
Just so I could feel alive one more when I’m numb
And I’m feeling to alone when you call so I don’t got the time out my day just to pick up my phone
Cause it’s off while I’m popping things to help me kill off some the pain and I don’t wanna talk cause I can’t let you see me be this way
I know you really hate it when I’m f***** up but I’m f***** up everyday

Maybe I’ll just give it up
Throw it all away for a little bit of love
Just so I could feel Alive without taking all these drugs
When I’m feeling to alone and you call so I’ll go make the time out my day just to pick up my phone when It’s off cause I’m popping things to help me kill off some the pain and I don’t wanna talk cause I can’t let you see me be this way I know you really hate it when I’m f***** up but I’m f***** up everyday now love
F***

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